You Will Always be Blessed

She closed her eyes and again felt the same tussle in her heart! Yes being a girl she knew she has to do a lot especially in India. She would have to learn how to behave, eat, sleep, drink, study and why? Not because she has a future to breed and develop just because she is a bharti nari and at the end of the day has to serve her family, give birth to children and a boy baby is a must in the list!!

So everything leads to marriage right! Kaire was little different from the lot. She always wanted to see her extreme! People said she was crazy but her best bud Ram had a different way of looking into the whole scenario. He was quite sure that Kaire was not crazy but a free bird!

 

Years passed Ram and Kaire hardly met post their schooling , they both moved to two different directions, Kaire did her studies to enhance her resume for marriage and Ram chased his dreams , Kaire always celebrated her life and called for a toast but hardly anyone in her entire clan or would use a better word "family" knew her actually . She was pretentious and brave, kind at heart and little rough when she uses to lose her cool. But then as always said nothing is perfect and so was Kaire!

Kaire always did what her mind commanded, not that great with expression or indeed  Kaire was stupid! Not that smart to cheat and hurt. Way simple in her own complex word of love, live, forget, forgive! And Ram was strange to his own world generous, smart, and hardworking and had patience.

It’s often said that life is just not bed of roses and these two old friends met each other in the very same old way! When they met, they met for different purpose not to enjoy or cherish but as the robotic world climbs on seeking need based help. Ram had called Kaire for a help, but she rarely knew that this help would turn her world upside down …. Take her through the roller coaster of her life time!!

Kaire and Sham was happy couple! Saw each other with hopeful eyes and were purposeful in life!! Sham found it a little difficult to the way Kaire was, she believed in making one person her world! Seek for Sham shoulder every night and wait for him still he finishes his party! She did not count starts nor wanted moon. She was hungry for love and care! Her heart was a tender sheep and her brain was a loud lion. Sham was a beautiful person but was not unique like her, lived in his own shell of yes-no, good-bad, must-not, perfect-nasty and explored Kaire in his own doom. But for Kaire, sham exploring was enough, till death.

Sham was happy man and trusted on Kaire, more than his life! More than him and on those words went overseas for research! Kaire was lost now, looking at the fact that Sham has left, made her sad; she had lot of acquaintances but no friends as she never felt the need of one and she found herself to be up against the cruel world. She kept on waiting... Waiting for Sham and hopeful and delightful but felt void inside!! Empty and restless!! Hopeful but senile!! Tear always ran when she thought about Sham and seldom had she spoken to him as Sham was now busy in his new word!

Kaire was now lonely! Ram and Kaire did know each other from long, but hardly met, this time she called Ram for a small favor. She requested him to spend some time as she was hallow inside and was dying to meet a friend. Ram was supportive, active and caring, the moment he heard that Kaire needs him rushed off to her and there is when Kaire thinks it started.

Day and night they started sharing and caring , felt each other’s pain , need for care , life of love and knew were team .

Ram and Kaire were standing on the edge of Delhi. Kaire “Ram you know what tomorrow is Saturday, you know let us go to Haridwar!! “ Ram was quite surprised but had a lion heart “well I can, will you be able, and it’s not a joke! And also we do not have money …” “come one Ram, let’s not think let us just do it, and why Haridwar, let’s go to Mussorie” Said Kaire with spark in her eyes, since Sham had left her life was too dull to sustain. Ram with under confidence said “we can, but if you want to we have to leave right away “Kaire being equally crazy said” Yes!! Hurry! Let’s do it!!

On their Activa , without bag packs or cloths to change the two left for Mussorie 325 Kms from Delhi and drove to live , felt the air , burn of the Sun , Beautiful Sun set to the shine of moon , villagers trying to sleep at 7 pm , lonely rods, huge trucks to the best view of Dheradun at night 12 from Mussorie ! They had the best time in their life, and tried to understand each other. From that day Kaire and Ram become need of each other, to eat they needed each other to fight; they had each other to cry they had each other’s shoulder and to learn they had to protect each other …

Ram was now simply into Kaire and she was ignored for the fact that Sham has been lost in long pages of her eventful amazing life. Her life was perfect!! As beautiful as morning sun!!

The door bell rings, Kaire rushes to open and had prepared a prank for Ram! She wanted to scare his skeleton out of his body; she opened and saw Sham... Right there in front of her …!! To Rams surprise she was not sad but rather happy to see Sham! She hugged him hard and kissed in passion!!

Ram was disturbed, because he knew where this was going and withdraw himself apart. He was scared of the pain of losing Kaire. And Kaire was in her own dream land, annoyed by Rams negligence and his behavior and convinced him to be like what she loved.

It was a beautiful morning for Sham, as he asked Kaire to marry him. All excited and prepared for her next step Kaire said a yes and ran bare foot to tell it to Ram! Ram after hearing such good news could not react as per Kaire’s thought process and went into a shock. Now he knew that she was going, going far-far-far away and could not imagine his life without her!

Time passed and Kaire and Sham got married, Kaire left Ram! Ram was devastated, shattered but still had blessing in his hearth for her and smiled and let her go! Kaire went to her new world and started living her way

But Alas! Kaire was not aware that Ram was what she used to breath, sit, eat, sleep, roam, smile, cry, and dress. Kaire misses Ram but was unsaid inside

She wishes to go to a time machine and live her life again with Ram but that is what happened in Disney land not in real world. Kaire finally realized that when she raised the toast it was Ram who said cheers! And not the Glass was again empty, without the clinch, sound of togetherness missed. Thinking she turned and saw Sham, reflected what she had always prayed for and to a sweet perception, she had everything but still was not happy and satisfied. It took her someday to get back to normal because this time neither was she betrayed not hurt, she had lost her best friend “a loss which could never be recovered ever” .She missed them laugh, fight, care, demand, expect, adventure, discussions and the brilliant time spent. Kaire is rough and she knows she will make it to end but will always curse God to leave a void in her heart! She is married and bounded but her heart is still free to love more and pray more everyday …